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In July of 1959, in Terre Haute, Indiana, when Betty Malz was twenty-seven
years old, she was pronounced dead and a sheet was pulled over her head.
In her book, My Glimpse of Eternity, Betty describes her experience on
the other side and how she returned to her body to the stunned amazement
of her grieving father and hospital personnel. Her book is the story
of how God dealt with a proud, materialistic, controlling woman who had
to die to learn how to live. The following is an excerpt from her
book describing her near-death experience.
The transition was serene and peaceful. I was walking up a beautiful
green hill. It was steep, but my leg motion was effortless and a
deep ecstasy flooded my body. Despite three incisions in my body
from the operations, I stood erect without pain, enjoying my tallness,
free from inhibitions about it. I looked down. I seemed to
be barefoot, but the complete outer shape of my body was a blur and colorless.
Yet I was walking on grass, the most vivid shade of green I had ever seen.
Each blade was perhaps one inch long, the texture like fine velvet; every
blade was vibrant and moving. As the bottoms of my feet touched the
grass, something alive in the grass was transmitted up through my whole
body with each step I took.
"Can this be death?" I wondered. If so, I certainly had
nothing to fear. There was no darkness, no uncertainty, only a change
in location and a total sense of well-being.
All around me was a magnificent deep blue sky, unobscured by clouds.
Looking about, I realized that there was no road or path. Yet I seemed
to know where to go.
Then I realized I was not walking alone. To the left, and a little
behind me, strode a tall, masculine-looking figure in a robe. I wondered
if he were an angel and tried to see if he had wings. But he was
facing me and I could not see his back. I sensed, however, that he
could go anywhere he wanted and very quickly.
We did not speak to each other. Somehow it didn't seem necessary,
for we were both going in the same direction. Then I became aware
that he was not a stranger. He knew me and I felt a strange kinship
with him. Where had we met? Had we always known each other?
It seemed we had. Where were we now going?
As we walked together I saw no sun - but light was everywhere. Off
to the left there were multicolored flowers blooming. Also trees,
shrubs. On the right was a low stone wall.
My emotion was a combination of feelings: youth, serenity, fulfillment,
health, awareness, tranquility. I felt I had everything I ever wanted
to have. I was everything I had ever intended to be. I was
arriving at where I had always dreamed of being.
The wall to my right was higher now and made of many-colored, multi-tiered
stones. A light from the other side of the wall shone through a long
row of amber-colored gems several feet above my head. "Topaz,"
I thought to myself.
Just as we crested the top of the hill, I heard my father's voice calling,
"Jesus, Jesus, Jesus." His voice was a long distance away.
I thought about turning back to find him. I did not because I knew
my destination was ahead. We walked along in silence save for the
whisper of a gentle breeze ruffling the white, sheer garments of the angel.
We came upon a magnificent, silver structure. It was like a palace
except there were no towers. As we walked toward it, I head voices.
They were melodious, harmonious, blending in chorus and I heard the word,
"Jesus." There were more than four parts to their harmony.
I not only heard the singing and felt the singing but I joined the singing.
I have always had a girl's body, but a low boy's voice. Suddenly
I realized I was singing the way I had always wanted to ... in high, clear
and sweet tones.
After a while the music softened, then the unseen voices picked up a new
chorus. The voices not only burst forth in more than four parts,
but they were in different languages. I was awed by the richness
and perfect blending of the words - and I could understand them!
I do not know why this was possible except that I was part of a universal
experience.
While the angel and I walked together I sensed we could go wherever we
willed ourselves to go and be there instantly. Communication between
us was through the projection of thoughts. The words sung in all
the different languages were understandable, but I don't know how or why.
We all seemed to be on some universal wave length.
I thought at the time, "I will never forget the melody and these words."
But later I could only recall two: "Jesus" and "redeemed."
The angel stepped forward and put the palm of his hand upon a gate which
I had not noticed before. About twelve feet high, the gate was a
solid sheet of pearl, with no handles and some lovely scroll work at the
top of its Gothic structure. The pearl was translucent so that I
could almost, but not quite, see inside. The atmosphere inside was
somehow filtered through. My feeling was of ecstatic joy and anticipation
at the thought of going inside.
When the angel stepped forward, pressing his palm on the gate, an opening
appeared in the center of the pearl panel and slowly widened and deepened
as though the translucent material was dissolving. Inside I saw what
appeared to be a street of golden color with an overlay of glass or water.
The White light that appeared was dazzling. There is no way to describe
it. I saw no figure, yet I was conscious of a Person. Suddenly
I knew that the light was Jesus, the Person was Jesus.
I did not have to move. The light was all about me. There seemed
to be some heat in it as if I were standing in sunlight; my body began
to glow. Every part of me was absorbing the light. I felt bathed
by the rays of a powerful, penetrating, loving energy.
The angel looked at me and communicated the thought: "Would you like
to go in and join them?"
I longed with all my being to go inside, yet I hesitated. Did I have
a choice? Then I remembered my father's voice. Perhaps I should
go and find him.
"I would like to stay and sing a little longer, then go back down
the hill!" I finally answered. I started to say something more.
But it was too late.
The gates slowly melted into one sheet of pearl again and we began walking
back down the same beautiful hill. This time the jeweled wall was
on my left and the angel walked on my right.
Then I saw the sun coming up over the wall. This surprised me since
it was already very light and there seemed to be no passing of time.
It was a lovely sunrise. The topaz and other stones glowed brilliantly.
I remember noticing that the wall now made a deep shadow on my side.
Walking down the hill I looked into Terre Haute as the worlds of spirit
and time and space began to fuse back together. Ahead of me were
many church steeples glistening in the morning sun. I was suddenly
aware of God's love for all His churches. It was a sudden bit of
knowledge, as if I were being told this on the inside by the Holy Spirit.
At that moment I loved all His churches too; and as my prejudices dissolved,
I loved all His people.
Then I saw the tops of trees, then the hospital. My eyes seemed to
bore through the walls of the hospital like laser beams, down the hall
of the third floor to Room 336. I saw a figure on the bed with a
sheet pulled over it.
After my descent I slowed down and stopped. The sun's rays were in
my eyes. There were dust particles in the light which suddenly changed
to wavy letters about two inces high flashing before me like a ticker-tape
message. The letters seemed composed of translucent ivory, only fluid
- moving through the rays of the sun.
I was back in my hospital bed now and the letters stretched all the way
from the window, past my bed and on into the room. They read:
I am the resurrection and the life; he that believeth in me, though he
were dead, yet shall he live.
The words were so alive that they pulsated. I knew that I had to
touch those living words. I reached up and out and pushed the sheet
off my face. At that instant the Word of God literally became life
to me.
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